Hi. My name is Porky...I will just cut down on crap today...or maybe the next 2 days too. Superteen..I feel damn damn damn damn motivated. 0_0 must go...For now..I will just do my reflection for today.

Hi. My name is Porky. Now let me clarify with myself the questions i have in my head...

1st thing
You know.Almost the whole BLOODY COURSE concentrated to 1 thing...And that's success...Here's what. Is it more important to be a man of success or be to a man of value?... It really troubles me. I want to be successful,but my life won't not allow me. It just contradicts! It's not about me thinking negative... I am to be successful, i will become worthless. I would be demoralising myself.. So what should i do?

2nd thing.
I gonna use the word they taught me. SO WHAT?!...So what if i am successful? What for having these...gold mines around my mansion,a collection of cars,a swimming pool of money... That's not i want what i want!!! I just want to get a job, have a happy family. What for going out everyday...Working and working. When i have enough money to make me a truly happy person? I want a simple life and dream. (excluding my situation now) TELL ME!! PLEASE !!!!

3rd thing.
I have been trying to deny the fact that i am a Captain. What i do...my decision...changes the fate of mine and the people around me. GRRR...Captain Porky. ASK YOURSELF THAT! BELIEVABLE? RELIABLE? PUI !!! LOL By the name of Porky people already sian 1/2 liao... AHHHHH~~!!! ok larh...I manage to make them respect me. Not for what i am... but for who i was... I proved all those bastards who laughed at me. What i was capable of, i changed people's life. Can you?

Haiz...Adults...a bunch of idiots.Look down on me...Very pissed leh. So what if i am a kid? HA! ok...then there was this 1 time...I made the wrong decision, that overwhelmed me with the outcome... I trusted my instinct!...They were wrong!!! It felt bloody correct for me!!! WHAT WENT WRONG!! This is impossible. I can't believe it! DAMN IT !! DAMN!!! ok maybe you gonna say...So what?..................... SO WHAT !!!! My friend almost got killed by me !!! SO WHAT?!?! I RAPE YOU ARH! SEE WHAT LORH... please sia...help me...

Let me find you!!! Let me kiss you !!! Show me the way... I promise. I will be the best. I will prove to you all... I will be respected as someone legendary.

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