So english exam done!!!but fail liao lorh,who cares...you dun care,i dun care...Nobody cares!!! haha...After all,tomorrow night is another day and tommorrow night is another night...Am i right??Let god help decide how my exam is gonna be !!!...simple!!

So hor yesterday arh...exam lorh..write crap and whatever i think of..done..Next is recess!!1 hour spend the day with arshad and friends...then after school,kinda meet up with zi yuan and desmond..Then desmond "found" this bike larh...we 4 people + laughing budhha went for a ride..I felll off 2 times,first time i choing arh.oh my god going hit le!!!*boom*fly over the short short wall and landed..safe landing!!! but the bike like wtf larh...but still can work...Second time,got one slope ya,so leh i play play jump jump up the slope and crash into desmond... dizzy dizzy but ok...so my bike is oh my f**king god...but still can work,something fly out only...ok go home lorh,i "borrowed"a lock from a so call friend and lock up the bike we "found"
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fastforward!!!>>>Went home>>sleep>>wake up>>>ride that bike to school>>recess>>>school end>>remove the string from the hand>>go zi yuan house do art>>>back home>>>blogging...still blogging...*beep* stopped...THAT's ALL FOLKS!!!

Just fought with my mom a few days before,Again.Because i smashed the Buddha statue,just something similar to a vase...Why so worked up?Haiz,fight lorh...Then slap me on the face.zzz,that stupid smiling guy made me got slapped.Hmmm...My mother obviously doesn't love me,the statue was much more important.Let's not use the word love she does not even like me...Well,same goes for my father.Hahaha,husband and wife perfect match.I think they don't even care if i die.They always love my brother more,good results and smarter than me.Damn! Why can't i be like him.

Sometimes,i am really jealous of all of you.When i come to ur house,i could really feel the warmth and love.Rich or poor is all the same,the only place i could get the most identical feeling is in this school.I remember one of my friends saying,"don't you think home is the best place to be?"...you do think it is?Why?Why am i different from you all?My parents called me stupid as i couldn't think of the things that is common sense to you guys...How come it is so easy to you all?I tried my best to learn from you but...I still can't get it.

I still remember my cousin saying."it is hard to get born as a human,treasure it"...But,this is life?So unfair...I have to avoid home for us to get along.So i go walking alone at night,waiting for my parents to sleep.Looking at you all,i just feel so cold without love.At night,when the wind blows and when i lie on the grassy slope of the hill.Looking into the stars,i felt like i was homeless.That's the only thing i can do to make them happy.I have hate for my parents but i learned from you guys.No matter how much you hate them,they are still your parents.I still have to repay their kindness for giving birth to me.

So i guess the only way for me to repay them.Is by avoiding you,all i request for you to love me.I hate to say this but mom,dad...i love you...

~~~Everybody likes kungfu fightning~~~ *tong*my sword hit my wrist..drip...drip... ouch..

So yesterday wushu larh...(should have pone,Damn)..pratice,then knock my wrist..At first i thought it was fine,russell laughing..then i check my hand lorh,woah!blood rushing out it is a bleedout!!!(not larh jk).So i went "oh shit",hop over to coach,"wo de tian arh!"...Sally ho came along"Oh my god!".then she and the fat butt ran to the office,then stand there lorh,drip drip drip on the ground bloodstains.My wrist was cut in a L shape,like the grills of the fish..wrapped up the wound,then cocach "hospital!!" but cannot find car..Then people come gather around and see,"aiyo!"1 of them went,friends come ask u ok anot?-fine lorh...-then russell came to me with the WTF expression.

Kang jian rush down look on the bloodstain floor then look at and asked with the funny tone."ni mei shi ba?"-fine lorh..-Got car le,Zoom.My fingers felt cold,reached the clinic in air-con cold somemore...My fingers felt like a dead corpse,my turn liao..doctor pull up the skin 45degrees and wa..wa..wa..dripping on the floor le!he say he cannot handle to the hospital!!!...(do i have to)ok,so lets press the skip button *press*

†THE OPERATION ROOM†...Open up the wound..Doctor roger-my operater-Wore his gloves,pull the tray of sharp stuffs,and sneeze...diaoz..anyway.He took out injector!poke around my hand then in the wound...ouch..ouch...ouch..after poking my hand look bloody!(somemore poke 1 spot the water spray out of my wound)the blood like err...waterfall..then roger clean with water..ouch!Anyhow measure abit,roger said,"quite deep eh?"..took a box of string,and chose the blue one.poke in,come out...ouch!tie a knot...again...poke in then out..sian is like so long..so fastforward abit>>ouch>>ouch>>>ouch>>>done!.all stich up.bloody hell still bleeding at the same rate...wrap up then get lost of the room...MY god my skin felt like rubber...

fastforwards button *press*>>>left the room>>>take medicine>>>eat shit>>>drink shit>>>go home shit>>>do homework>>>unable to sleep>>>surf net>>go out buy things>>comsume sugar>>next moring>>>in school>>reached home>>>bloging>>watch anime>>sleep>>>next morning.Eh oh fastforward to future le..

My brother,my only true friend..my only soulmate..my best teacher..I seek revenge for you,one day if i meet it again.I hated for daring you,you could have been alive...sorry...

These days are just stupid,sat one hour looking at the numbers...nope,still can't find anything.Somemore,i got suspected by you saying i wrote it... U PEOPLE THINK I AM CRAZY,I AM NUTS!!WHY DON'T YOU COME TRY HOW IT IS LIKE TO BE ME !!.. a ALONER,a LETTER,a NIGHTMARE,a KILLER!!...I KNOW WHAT U THINK,U ALL THINK I LIE!!NOBODY CARES ABOU WHAT I FEEL,DISBELIEVED,REJECTED..You think i am your dog to get KICK AROUND,you DON'T KNOW ME!!..YOU ACT LKE U DID..You act like u understand me..I HAD ALWAYS HOLD A FALSE HOPE..FRIENDS ARE ANGEL??MORE LIKE DEVIL IN MY EYES..

None knows the world out there,i saw the heaven's secret..Now i have to go seducing people,grandpa...I will try..1 recent incident about 1 week ago,DO NOT PICK UP PEOPLE AT NIGHT...