Today...No wushu nothing but DAMN tired..Not that emo now...


Today,i like 7:40 reach school...Then suddenly got a feeling,something isn't right..Then realized that 8:30 then report school..Sian lorh...So walk here walk there walk everywhere then go school.


School today do what?hmmmm...what's that called..Arae-o-bo-ics?aerobatings?..Air con-bad-tits??..I dunno and i dun care =D So,very crazy lorh..Got what karate thing U chop Me i chop you..then line dancing LOL .Front-back-squat-clap hands...So wo jiu step the person's shoe on the front,at the back one also squat clap hands..I step basically everyone around =D.Then everyone all gang me =.= guan liang,alvin,kevin and some others cause i too busy to see..All come step me and chop me.so i like 5v1 i alone =.=...I haven't lift up my foot all step le =.= So use jump de lorh...And like 30 mins non-stop..U step me i step u...More tired then wushu =.=


Then,i watch movie lorh after school nothing do...Jun Han treated me free ticket =D So i go lorh along with kevin...watch what The Proposal i think..Laugh until siao LOL..Then jiu go compass point find yoyo strings =.= ..I broke 8 strings le leh =.= ..No more spare le...Then circle around whole compass point.I CANNOT BELIEVE MY EYES....NO YOYO STRINGSSSS!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!...k lorh. Go home lorh...

Labels: WISH all the teachers no matter fat or thin or kao pei kao bu...Happy new year...

After the mind game...Mentally tired out...today jiu shi keep play yo-yo lorh.Can't stop thinking about my things...what to do??...ZEN MO BAN??


Hmmm...So what kind of life do i live?? thinking for like...damn long le.Hero?..hahaha....no =.= ,like...a pirate.Heh heh heh..ya quite alike..I always like pirate..like they are the most person free of the most freedom."~~Do what u want cause a pirate is FREE!!~~U ARE A PIRATE!! =D"..yeah...that's very piratey.


Pirate...Does it sound so bad??Sounds like fun actually..Traveling around the world,stealing things =D like i get lastest things for free..Hunting teasures.Really isn't so bad..Not every badie is a bad person =D But still there will be police or marines after u.Adds on to the fun actually..Nobody knows if u are doing the wrong or good thing...But there will always be this feeling..That u know you did it right...


Life is really a long road to walk..Maybe the world isn't fair to me,but that won't stop me from doing what i want...Peace too much to ask??..ya the world says it is too much.But I will still chase for it anyway...I once had a little tree down my void deck..Well,life is just like the 4 seasons i think..let's say


There was a man who had four sons,he wanted them to learn about life..He them each on a quest to look at a errmm..ok,a pear tree that was far far away larh.The first son went in winter,the second at spring,the third at summer,and the last son in the fall.They all gone to look at the pear tree and went back and describe together what they had seen..The first son said it was ugly,bent and twisted.The second son said no it was covered in green budsand full of promise.Then the third son disagreed and said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful,err...it was the most gracefulthing he had ever seen.The last son said it was ripeand with dropping fruit,full of life and fulfilments...


The man said they were all right as each seen only one season in the tree's life.He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person,by only one season,and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure,joy,and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end,when all the seasons are up. So what i am trying to say is dun measure how life is until ur life really ends,so dun ask about life at all...If you give up when it's winter,you will miss the promise of your spring,the beauty of your summer,fulfilment of your fall.


Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of the rest.Don't judge life by one difficult season.Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time.And thats how i came to now...So I won't give up,even if any idiot said it was impossible..Impossible?Then why i am standing here???huh?...I will always be looking forward to the spring..I will fight on..Like this blogskin,It is not about how long it is...It is the place that u wanna go.Like a car in the night...The headlight only allows you to see the next 100m..So if i carry on.I keep unfolding the next 100m to the destination...

Labels: You dun have to know how u are going to do it...As long as u take the first step and next one and next...That's all it matters..=D

I got to go now....So song post lorh...Since quite alike to the thing a going to do...

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Labels: Not a surprise...If i am not around

YA...I very emo these few days...SO??U people just take it as porky emo very funny =.= ...FUCK ALL OF YOU LARH!!! Dunno anything jiu blah blah blah... =.= nvm...used to it le.. Porky shi laugh alot,but porky also have dark side de...


I have been thinking about this for a very long time...I just have a question to ask...Is the world really fair??...My point of view is that THE WORLD WAS NEVER FAIR...There a saying for people like me,"The world used to be a bigger place..." Well,acutally i thought that the world is just the same...just...less in it.As generation pass the world gets lesser and lesser..


Take techonology as example...Last time kampong spirit was so great...I only came to realized after visiting thses countries which still keep this tradition..but now in our country...NO MORE...HDB,condo come in.People gets more cold towards 1 another...People come into the lift to see their neighbours just a mere HI..that's all.The world has change...


Think you can outrun the world?Every 109 years the world will be different..I used to think that way..But as i grow up...no longer...This childhood dream is destroyed.The world is very cruel..It is totally unfair..You dun have the power to make your own choice these days.It is just...Follow or DIE..living in this world has become a nightmare...


Maybe fair to you...But what about me?!?So i am excluded from this group??!!!So that fair isn't it??Then why must i treat everyone fairly when i am treated so differently!!!Not fair..No more...


...Haiz...even i can feel myself turning for a change...getting eally more and more evil.What to do??...WHAT I JUST WANT IS PEACE!!!...Is it to much to ask for??? =(

Labels: Fair??....PUI...Eat shit...

I deleted the last post cause...It looks very stupid =.= ,like i type it in a rush cause i going out...So rewrite other things bah...


You people all think that i DON"T CARE about my studies...But no..I do care...but i have more important things then studies.Studies is just the basics,but study is study...what is the use of study if you dunno the moral of being a Human??Moral isn't taught in your maths textbook or whatever book..CME also not alot about real moral u can learn.but u do learn abit of course..Experiencing it at learning from it is real learning...I always say,"In school,U are you taught a Lesson before given a Test.In life,U are given a Test that teaches a Lesson.." Some people say dunno what you saying.. =.=. WTF..no experience before is it? =.= So bless arh your life? =.= ...Must be praying to pork 10 times a day.


So if i were to just study and ignore my past and present..That's basicsally to me.NOT BEING A HUMAN...That's why i choose not to study...that much.Currently...I am very lost...To do this or that =.= .What is justice to you isn't justice to us,you just think that every single 1 of them are evil...NO...you are wrong.Some of them are not even involve in it,some even want to help..But how did you treat them? "kill them...Kill them all..." ...I ain't gonna listen anymore 1 day,WE are tired of getting ordered by your so called sense of justice and equal.


Some more it isn't just them,you can't just suspect anyone and without really any prove,you made your statement...I dun care if i didn't do my job right...Doesn't saving lives even count??..Now,the earth having war with itself...We are having war with ourselves...And we are having war with other relams..WTF...Ya..easy for you to say,when you are just the one talking and we are the ones doing it...I always have to say sorry to them..They just die...without knowing a thing.Almost everyone of us know how it feels.We dun even have our own rights to make your own choice...This is too much..Everyone is reaching their limits...


It is only time,before we act...

Labels: You may be good in war...But your morals are all wrong...

alamak!!! I post le leh =.= ...I write like...SO LONG~!!! THE STUPID BLOGGER!!!! DUN HAVE!!!! I FUCK YOU LARH!!!! T_T ....again....sob...so sad me...nvm i write again....So,now i fine le..I dun remember i even post the last post so i deleted it =.= ...Must be kena forced to crazy.Ok,today,my network friends know i going siao so ask me out help me...so i fine now =D...thanks!..but no thanks..


So,right after i clam down le they bring me to Swensens go eat...I first time go,really not used to it sia =.= ..Like must have one waiter escort you to your seats...WHAT DO YOU THINK WE ARE???? 3 years-old!!!.. I won't get lost in your retarded restarant!!! (although i will) =.= ...To me like really..diaozzz.....=.= Then the waiter give me the stupid book,i read like..."ahhhhhh..." They put stuffs like blah blah blah parardise...blah blah blah summit...blah blah blah whatever!!!..Why can't just put chicken rice? =.= I like having alot of trouble =.=


Waiter,"What would you like to have sir?"
"ehhh....errrr....ummmmm....what's this?"
Waiter,"Ohh...This is asgduoagdio adgasuiodg asdad gi very nice you want try?"
" "
Waiter,"errr...sir?"
"Just give me a glass of water..."
*My friend gave that look"
"First..."


Ya..that's like what happen..I was like thinking,"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!"...So my friend help me order...So i get some...ice cream thing...So i say i want 2.."You sure?"...ya..."Very very sure?"...YA LARH!!!...I was like,"HOW BIG CAN IT BIG?"...then come le.........................................omg...ZHE MO BAN? =.= ..I finshed the first one jiu like full le =.= ...Then second 1...Kena forced down my throat...stupid pork =.=..


Eat finsh le...We walk walk talk about the genie thing in beijing..They got the stuffs like....wow..But only 1 person want de stuffs like...=.= ... clothes....just clothes and more clothes =.= somemore wearing now...My stuffs like...T_T ..Why?..i realized.FAKE DE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...sob...so sad for me T_T...So my friend like pity me ask me 1 more thing i want...Suddenly the word came put of my mouth...YOYO string!!!...they like =.=" x10 like gonna faint like that...look at me like telling me,"YOU ARE HOPELESS!!!"...I also dunno why i want..So i actually get 5..I like YAY!!!!!WEE!!!...


U see...Last time i watch the super yoyo show that time i want play...but never,last time really...poor...poor until like...no money at all,everytime borrow never return..So people misunderstand me,quite sad...i keep raise money until i could afford 1 lousy yoyo,i play until i could do around 5+ loop the loop...then the yoyo 1 time fly out crash then break into many pieces,so sad that time..poor people really like,i small little toy also get very sad over it...like i really now how those people feel...but it is the past..So,now show again i suddenly want play again.So my friend gave me this professional yoyo very hard to use de...He actually play play like mad,basic 1 to hyper level 10 all can do...From 7 or sumthing start playing le..wahhh...hardwork really pay off..


Ya,so the yoyo i try play...I CAN'T EVEN DO 1 LOOP!!! AHHHH!!! So i keep throw throw throw.Then break both my 2 free strings T_T ...and ya..just pure throw and throw no other tricks...I get the 5 string like think of my past...I was really very strong inside...see me now...skinny skinny de...also nothing much eat..Last time for many time just plain rice...Now,ok larh got other veg...No one help me or understand me..Cruel world..really...ok ok forget about that..i dun wan make myself emo..So my friend tell me do basic level 1,long sleeper...I can't even throw out straight =.=...AHHHH!!!!must be all those training!! AHHH!!! also many people laugh at me T_T ...


But,i won't give up...If you know the super yoyo song lyrics
SOMEDAY LET"S GO TOGETHER,I NO CAN'T HELP MYSELF
No matter if my bones break it doesn't matter (That's what i always think =D)
SOMEDAY LET"S GO TOGETHER,YES TO THE SPECIAL PLACE
Realase the deep feeling in my heart (0.o)
SOMEDAY LET"S GO TOGETHER,OUT OF YOUR MIND THEY SAID
No matter how people laugh at me i wouldn't care
BUT I JUST GONNA TELL YOU,I DON"T GIVE A FUCK! ( XD change lyrics abit)
One day i will become what i wanna be!!!


0.o long post,but i love it...meaningful to me.I won't care how people will laugh at me.It doesn't matter if i break my bones...I am just doing what i like to do..I will show you i become legendary!!!

Labels: DUN YOU LAUGH I CAN'T DO A THING FROM MY "Porky will"

ok...so yesterday.Yawnzzz!!!!....i 2+ then sleep =.= ...I watch the full-version of the stupid DVD.Like inspried,and touched...Ok,now to turn my life around with it.


1 of the steps is..Be grateful...appericiate the things u have and the people around you...Grattiude for the things you have bring you more of those things to be happy about..Well,u dunno until you watch the full version so i will just do my thing =P ...


I am grateful for living on this world.After so much things i have been through...
I am grateful of watching this video.Knowing the secret is everything i need.Now i can have,do or be anything i want..
I am grateful for the friends i have.They may be the only thing that makes me want to live in this world longer...
I am grateful to be alive.Just happy over it...
I am grateful of the family i have.Although they dun really care.
I am grateful...Everything i have...


Not many...but still ok...dunno what else le.And i know a few of you people always keep saying.I cannot advanced to sec 4 express arh??ARHH?? I show you...I gonna throw the report book at you and say,"HA!".Think you so smart right?So you think pork brainless right?This will be the first thing i desire for today.Advancing To Sec 4 Express...

Labels: Don't tell me what i can't do...I create my own future...

Ok...job done =.= ...So,many things happens many many bad things and a few good things...So?...did you guys miss me? oh...look...there's one and a another,now those called porky's followers!WAHAHA!!!


So,1st day
I reach there...Then those china custom took my Departure Card while checking passport.Ask counter people..."None of my bussiness.." ..I inside like,"Ni bu yao run hor,i show you my muscle!"..In the end,ya...made a mess in their custom =D ...You people arh.Dun think u Kang Jian i scared u arh..I invicible Porky!


Then,go hotel..I go de hotel is no bussiness de,like what blah blah blah haunted...Aiya...fake one larh.Then i 10 mins inside my room..I like "AHHH!!!" ..run over there,"AHHH!!"....meet my friend,i scream right front of her face...lol then she scream at mine...my ear like,"eeeeee...." ya then we made things until ok le..phew =.= ....I swear hotel corridors,No. 1 scary movie...


So i like live inside that hotel,like feel very unsafe..So we all 5 people sleep in 1 big room =D...Fun,then jiu tomorrow go settle things...Settle for non-stop 2 days,feel very bad...Like..."I got my hands dirty!"...but actually i really feel nothing at all...heartless le me....sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...so sorry...omg...dun come find me! AHHHHH!!!...i killed alot of ants i know.


Everything done,jiu like got genie like that,"What can i help you in,your wish is my command.." Like oh oh oh!!!...I want i-phone,i-pod shuffle and "The Secret" DVD that costs $2290 in singapore..Then like give us 1 day...like ok...so we go Forbidden city,like dunno why they say want play.So damn lot of people.Damn hot somemore..."Ice-cream yi yuan" i want buy de...but..."SHE WON"T LET ME!!!"what poison...fuck you larh the weather like 30+ degree everyone buying T_T .... I WANT!!!!..sob...


Then shopping spree,they pull me along..Like what do i want?? =.= ...Then want what beijing 2008 de 5 soft toys =.= ...180 yuan 0.o Ex. Then bargain until 30 yuan =.= ..WTF...China people are scammers!!!scam people!!! LOL ...you know beijing on the street no chiou bu de? But..those shopkeeper young young chiou chiou alot 0.o o.0 0.o o.0 0.o ...NICE..Shop was that fun actually. =D Then go back hotel,my three stuffs all get...Like YAY!!! +WTF +THANKS MR!!! ..

Then go back singapore..sleep for another 6 hours+ jiu 8 days gone le...0.o Later got time then post picture...Picture also not nice 1...Those stupid buildings nia...so nvm bah..Good night.

Labels: I think i can't sleep...like really...I got my hands dirty.. 0_0 how?

Oh my god!!...My network really found it le =.= ...this is just 1 out of 6...sob...I need do this how long =.=...I wish i faint for 2 week plus then nothing do with me.sad..dream jiu you...AHHH!!!!....Sian,so i next saturday then come back bah..Around there,estimate nia.Finsh early jiu come back lorh...Cannot finshing jiu stay there FOREVER T_T.... ZEN MO BAN!?!?!!!...*.*


Sad for u ppl,u guys are gonna miss me,won't you??...So i have decided,I spam~~~ everybody blog i before go...HAHAHAHA!!!MUHAHAHA!!!!...hmmmm..without me jiu peace and quiet bah.Like that you ppl confirm bored to death...So...Let me share with u the ways of making people laugh or being a idiot or joker or whatever you wanna call it...


First,in order to crack a joke you have to see where you are...Like if there isn't anyone around...What's the point?? =.= .It is best u crack a joke in the center or middle of the crowd or group..This is the place where everyone can hear u better.Also,must know what time to crack a joke..People very angry or piss u go crack a stupid joke later kena smack in the face =.=...You dun say when everyone is talking,can't hear you.So either you wait or just SHOUT IT OUT!!! Ya really,you shout that time most people will stop talking and give attention to you..How i know??I did many many times le... =D


Second,your voice tone...Quite important also,in some voice tone the joke doesn't sound funny...So depend on what joke lorh,through experinence you will know de =D ...The speed of how fast you talk also must take note abit...Talk too fast,people cannot understand..You repeat again it becomes a little less funnier.Also,the joke mustn't be too long as in the number of words,too long people will start to rebel or =.= ...0.o i actually know quite alot...


Finally,you must be funny yourself...Appearance got matter abit,Like you look like nasty big coffee shop uncle,dig nose,spit,smoke...How funny you think he is?? (although i will be pointing and laughing)...Size also no big deal...But habits matters also..People say i move in a funny way..I dunno..but it bring up your level of funny...Then,lastly and most important of all...Creative.."Singaporeans are very creative".See how many funny things you can think of...dun be afraid if it is funny or not..Just shoot it out,it totally depends on which kind of people will laugh at it..If really no one laugh,you might feel like an idiot....That's alright,Just listen to me...Everybody makes mistakes..Even Pork!..


Ya,that about all so we will end our bible teachings here..Amen.Hmmm...Why do people say amen? maybe amen is something like pork...Ok,so everyone just says BARBIE!!! ok...that's all to blog about see u after 2 weeks..Well if you ever miss me,just jump off a building.And shout,"I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!!! SINGAPORE LOVES ME !!!!" Then very soon you will hear a loud bang,that also means that god has answer your call...K,that's all folks..


BARBIE!!!
(For more bible studies about Pork,please call 1900 112 8888 or head over to the nearest Porky Enterprise.May Pork be with you!)
BARBIE!!! =D

Labels: i'll be back...no worries...

Today...very emo.Just recently emo nia....Haiz,need to get stronger..Really,the secret my dad won't tell me at all...Not that i don't work hard for it...It's just that i no time..Really... =(


I feel inspired by my own story...How am i alive today?How much have i learnt?How much i start to really understand...Some things...it is better you don't understand...I know what it means...But i have to,run away from life? Think you can outrun the world?...The world used to be a bigger place...No...No..No...wrong.The world is the same...Just less in it.I survive blood contract...Nightmare(not just any)...getting atacked or gang...I didn't kill myself...Slowly,clearing up the mess one step at a time...But the world is really too fast...I think i must triple my speed. =.=


Ya...know.4 thursday..I gone for 1 week+ depends bah..Actually,go batam is crap de...Just an excuse from skipping school.But who knows they call my house,then my father know...AHHHHH!!!...He let me go anyway,since he know me inside out..A journey that won't come back,maybe won't... =.= ...everytime big journey is no good stuffs.I need go six times around the world leh T_T ...WAHHHH!!! O-level how? Can go ITE jiu can le larh...the dark side of my life,can't never be fixed...sob...If i don't take that dark side of mine.Someone has to...And that's me...my life...I got a LOVE story...Trust story...Supernatural story...Pork story...Friendship Story...Revenge Story...alot...many many many place to settle.Feel like just die and rest in peace and put everything aside... But not fair also,what about the people that still living leh?...Haiz...


So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they are busy doing things they think are important.This is because they are chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.FOR ME,meaning and purpose is call STAY ALIVE...


What kept me alive?Friends...not friends but trust between friends...Sometimes,i doubt what people are saying.."It sounds unbelievable!"i think,But i learn how to trust people from there onwards.U see..Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too-even when you’re in the dark .Even when you’re falling...


Come porky...Let PORK be with you.Who is pork?Myself...I am God of my own..I like this dumb phrase,but people are ignorant of the meaning,"Take what u can...Give nothing back..."

Labels: I will go further...You wil see...And you will know what I can do...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO HAN !!!=D


Tomorrow i come school smack u 15x1000-150+15000+950+1 = As Many times as i want =D YAY !!! My hand very very itchy,Feel like smacking him right now =D Hmmmm...I should have a plan...Ok...First i kidnap him...Tie him up to a whip sex position and smack him 15 times in his butt...Or 150?..Maybe...15 THOUSAND TIMES!! =D That's more like it!!!..Then i slap his face till his cheek get as fat and red as a roasted pork...Sock his balls 15 times...Den jiu rest for 15 mins,or else will die...Then sing birthday song 15 times while slapping him any way i want for every word i sing...Hmmm...ya,happy enough...Then let him off lorh...=D


That's more like a birthday bash!!!...Oh ya,the Detol Qn. on the last post no 1 answer...oh...so sad...No car for u =P

Labels: Wo Yao Fei like superman~~