I am not afraid of the night anymore,sleep and dream is like a duty to me now...

Am i supposed to change something or make a difference,ok,tell you what.Suggest what a should do...In case you didn't know,the earth is seriously sick now..natural resources are running out already!!It was faster then i thought it would be,well,are people doing nything about it??The answer is NO sadly..The O-zone layer is starting to have holes that will lead to people getting cancer.. A widespread of Hand,foot and mouth diease !!! So many problem and what can a idiot like me do??? Even if i know what to do i am still too busy.

1. Well you know,exams SA1 so hard still aiya can't blame me myself never study..=.=
2. CCA,Tution,mysteries,outside events and school homework...
3. And the main thing,the other side of me!! -_-'

Arghh!! what to do...I dunnoe whats coming next..The good news is I am not so sad about my buddy's death anymore.The bad news is i am so freaking busy with stupid spuernatural and school stuffs..

LOVE is just like solving a case.. Cheryl may seems like u already loved someone but it may not be that simple...

Like i said,apply the way u should solve a case.. Even if there is a 1% chance,u should still look into it... Cheryl is like stopping you to love her and to force u to forget her.. I dunno how she feels but there is a 1% chance that is may be feeling miserable and sad inside her heart.. There is even a 10%^chance that it may just be puppy love,From the help of ruby,i know she is quite something..She is serious in love and in any other important things.. A 0.001%chance that she may be forced to not accept you..Reasons like parents dun allow love at such a young age or maybe worst..Her boyfriend forced her to do that??!!(HEY,i am not type of anyhow named person,sorry if U really love him).. U will never know netheir will i know,we are only using 1% of our human brain now.. If she just uses 2%.. this may be to difficult for an idiot like me to solve this dumb case...

I was born to be busybody actually,well yes go ahead scold me..I dun mind,i am just a reatrded thinking person..And i am not even suppose to be in this world..

Tag to scold me for anything or contribrute possibillities that might happen,i am so sick of studying for my SA1(i do care but there is something else much more important than school work..

How does it feel when a best buddy of yours die...

She has always been there for me... Aperson to talk to,a person to rely on,a very good listening ear she has been..she made me feel that there was hope in life.. she has made such a difference in my life..

Now that she is gone..there is no one else to support me and help me.. I feel so lonely,so sad... Nobody cares about me.. No wants to help me,i feel so cold in this cruel world i am in..What should i do from now..Without her..I don't feel a reason for me to live on anymore,i am blinded by the my cruel fate..

Well,what done is done,it starts well it ends well.. Death was served,others beware !!!

arshad,my those "stuffs" have stop because of you... U really make me feel bad,i have already lost my best buddy.. I cant lose YOU.. U make me feel bad dude!! i dunno why,but *sigh*

I could do something to save my buddy,but i didn't.. the same case as you,i really afraid you would end up the same.. U wouldn't let me help you,i am so pisst off.. DO U UNDERSTAND??i can't lose u,i can't lose any of my friends NOW.. You people are the one who put this smile on my face!!

I feel so bad that i actually punched myself,why am i so useless!!! i can't do a simple thing,I cant lead you to happiness,joy and laughter..U are putting a metal wall between you and ME..No matter how hard i try to smash it open,it is not effective.. I only can see you suffering on each everyday,I can't reach out to U and help you... Open this door,without anyone of you guys i will just be a wandering zombie.

I am trying my best to help U,you just push me away.But i am not giving up yet not until u can regain ur hope back!!! Please,let me help u.. I am feeling worse each everyday day looking at you.. ARSHAD!!,please,let me help u.. It is like a poison to me..

TAG please,i am ready for this final answer.. U may just be my potion to relieve my pain..IT IS NOT JUST YOU THAT IS SUFFERING,IT IS US...

Life to me is Like one giant and impossible route to take in live... Every step up is like a dagger stabbing into my heart.Well how can i keep going up?? Almost like impossible!!! But i never gave up,I pulled out the dagger and manage to get on my feet.

Kept on going up and the wounds started to heal,i dunno what i will hit me next but now i am like poisoned..There is a hole in my heart it just keep getting bigger and bigger,darker and darker.I have this damn hole,like OuCh!! my heart is bleeding now i have to figure out a potion to heal this pain.HOW?like how do i know?

Aside from this crap,i am just standing..getting stuck in this spot.. Feeling dumb and hurt,well i just have to wait for the next thing that is going to happen.. But i have to hide this pain..Here is three simple steps..

1. >>Emo<<-many kinds of them- Wait for the next event
2. Find a girlfriend(maybe)but i have no idea how...
3. Take time to be sillyto laugh more,to sing every morning..

which one should i choose,TAg and suggest(with a reason)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6trH81xpko&feature=related

Do you believe in ghost?? Can you see them?-well,i can XD-Tell you ghosts are real..not like any story or what..supernatural is coming up sooner or later.. I am not telling u to be careful

Well,ghost only looks scary,they don't hurt people just ignore them and carr y on with life..For me,i cant..it seems like a hobby to research about them-i am not researching for fun,there is a reason why... Ghosts appear in this world because..well how should i put this,hmm...
There is two types of them,one is known as the >>wandering ghost<<>>A busy ghost<<.. wandering will be like WOW scary!!! So i will just skip that..busy Ghosts have missions thats why they appear.. well,they haunt places for a reason..They have activities to carry out.. like, i dunno they appear rushing here and there.Hougang is soon going to be their next target.. Dun worry,they are not going to disturb us if we dun do stupid things..I might also know what they are doing beforehand.. WATCH the video if u dont believe

I often hear the saying,"your first love never dies."But i doubt it.In time we learn to forget and love someone who deserves our affection.After all love can be nurtured at the right time time and place.

In asia where people find themselves unable to express their feelings openly and/or make decisions due to cultural pressures.Many of us have had our share of broken relationships,but what matters most is focusing on what we have now rather than dreaming of what could have been.

So many of us forget to appreciate the love that we have in our lives while yearning for that which was never ours to begin with..

Arshad,if you think i am right u are in a positive attiude.. Well,slightly Tag on the C-box for ur comment for this..

Hi to the world of blog!!This is a post going to my friend~~(dead)

Have u ever signed a blood contract?If not,YOU BETTER DON'T..For ur information,a blood contract is when u exchange ur blood for some questions with a ghost...I didn't sign it,my friend did.It is a sad story...

We were in the class after recess,my friend said he wanted to "summon spirits".So i didn't believe in ghost and say"show me how then"..he took a pencil and a paper,started the game.Well,A SPIRIT DID CAME!!!He asked questions around 5 of them..Then,the ghost asked for blood..He made a wrong move,to refuse to give it blood..He ends up getting slashed by the ghost.He quickly tore the paper up..i was dumb,i went forward to break to pencil..my life changed forever..