Well,I came a long way here,and there is still a long way ahead...Life is meaningless,although i know how to get meaning into my life.It was all destroyed by my most heartlesss emeny,And that is LOVE.IS LOVE JUST A DEADLY WEAPON??OR A CAUSE OF HAPPINESS?this puzzles me-_-'

So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they are busy doing things they think are important.This is because they are chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.FOR ME,IT IS ALL TAKEN AWAY..by LOVE

The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves and you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn’t work.

Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but u are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn’t. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.Even me,but i couldn't change myself... A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band and most of us live somewhere in the middle.Like does kind of WWE show,sounds like a wrestling match? Love wins…Love always wins….And i always get trashed by it...

Sometimes,i doubt what people are saying.."It sounds unbelievable!"i think,But i learn how to trust people from there onwards.U see..Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too-even when you’re in the dark .Even when you’re falling...But,what if you don't feel that you couldn't believe him.From there,it is al about how to find truth..

1. Do not simply believe what you hear just because you have heard it for a long time.
2. Do not be quick to listen to rumours
3. Do not confirm anything just because it agrees with your scriptures.
4. Do not foolishly make assumptions.
5. Do not abruptly draw conclusions by what you see and hear.
6. Do not be fooled by outward appearances.
7. Do not hold on tightly to any view or idea just because you are comfortable with it.
8. Do not accept as fact anything that you yourself find to be logical.

Well,i wil stop here..Pls tag too...

The new age of terrorist have come..Attacking in from the most unguarded area..THE INTERNET!Well,hackers are everywhere..online games,lousy web pages & even through e-mail.If you think anti-virus is undefeatable then you are wrong..

Estonia is attacked by a hacker known botnetlike around 27 april..The first time a botnet threatened the national security of an entire nation.Botnet attacked the news & bank.In the land of 1.3million,40 percent of the people read news online.Not only that,more than 90% of bank transactions are done over internet.Even L has to help out,he tried to track down the IP address.But it ends up that it does not a have an IP address.Whoever who is behind thisassault was sophisicated,fast and intelligent.For five days,Estonia struggled to keep their servers up,as they were hit by fresh attacks that come in waves.Now that Botnet is on the move again,we better keep a lookout.Well,who knows..LOL..the hackers always come without warning...

Come on TAG at the tagboard,it is going to be fun.Because they some speacial people..

Many people disbelief story,many people thinks that everything is going to be fine...I gave up for once but This song i had heard today,inspire me alot.STAY THE SAME the meaning behind this is so true..Maybe i shouldn't give up,i shouldn't have started this story harm my own friendship.But i will still conutine this fairytale like story,people reading this.Please take it as a fantasy story,not a real life thing.Although it was...



I decided,not to give up.But it sure sucks,1 of my frineds blog says.Jump off the building since life sucks.I open the window,should i jump?Right after a second,i thought NO..There is still many good things in life,i should live up for..For example,friends..So i did not give up,that night i couldn't sleep,I on the computer and a 1 new e-mail!! YAY!! got something to do!!woo~hoo..2 of my letter friend and the picture of my lunch and it was from unknown..WTF..

I try to figure out who send it..And read the E-mail again,There was this 2 symbol that i could comfirm who it was..IT WAS >>> ^^ and =3 <<< the two act cute symbol.. J i suppose,but why did they take photo of my lunch???