Looks like my wish has been granted...This kind of power is all i need.

For everything there is a price to pay...For something so big.I would accept any kind of offer.I finally knew my father's sercet after so long.....I had never imagine he has so much of it...Not just anyone could hold that kind of power and be in control...As soon as he taught me and i realized it is impossible to obtain such a technique...

I am still not strong enough...not ready to hold this kind of "stuffs".I know myself...There is no other kind i could learn but this...if not it will be too late by then.I am too slow in learning...I have much more potential in this direction,i still have many more secrets...no one ever knows...and now i would understand.

I am born different...it's nethier fate or destiny...It's just me..My natural element is different.That's why this was my only option..No matter what u all say...I will take it,ready or not...You may say that i am crazy,well maybe i am just being too much of a good person.So...SHUT UP! you don't understand.

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