After the mind game...Mentally tired out...today jiu shi keep play yo-yo lorh.Can't stop thinking about my things...what to do??...ZEN MO BAN??


Hmmm...So what kind of life do i live?? thinking for like...damn long le.Hero?..hahaha....no =.= ,like...a pirate.Heh heh heh..ya quite alike..I always like pirate..like they are the most person free of the most freedom."~~Do what u want cause a pirate is FREE!!~~U ARE A PIRATE!! =D"..yeah...that's very piratey.


Pirate...Does it sound so bad??Sounds like fun actually..Traveling around the world,stealing things =D like i get lastest things for free..Hunting teasures.Really isn't so bad..Not every badie is a bad person =D But still there will be police or marines after u.Adds on to the fun actually..Nobody knows if u are doing the wrong or good thing...But there will always be this feeling..That u know you did it right...


Life is really a long road to walk..Maybe the world isn't fair to me,but that won't stop me from doing what i want...Peace too much to ask??..ya the world says it is too much.But I will still chase for it anyway...I once had a little tree down my void deck..Well,life is just like the 4 seasons i think..let's say


There was a man who had four sons,he wanted them to learn about life..He them each on a quest to look at a errmm..ok,a pear tree that was far far away larh.The first son went in winter,the second at spring,the third at summer,and the last son in the fall.They all gone to look at the pear tree and went back and describe together what they had seen..The first son said it was ugly,bent and twisted.The second son said no it was covered in green budsand full of promise.Then the third son disagreed and said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful,err...it was the most gracefulthing he had ever seen.The last son said it was ripeand with dropping fruit,full of life and fulfilments...


The man said they were all right as each seen only one season in the tree's life.He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person,by only one season,and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure,joy,and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end,when all the seasons are up. So what i am trying to say is dun measure how life is until ur life really ends,so dun ask about life at all...If you give up when it's winter,you will miss the promise of your spring,the beauty of your summer,fulfilment of your fall.


Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of the rest.Don't judge life by one difficult season.Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time.And thats how i came to now...So I won't give up,even if any idiot said it was impossible..Impossible?Then why i am standing here???huh?...I will always be looking forward to the spring..I will fight on..Like this blogskin,It is not about how long it is...It is the place that u wanna go.Like a car in the night...The headlight only allows you to see the next 100m..So if i carry on.I keep unfolding the next 100m to the destination...

Labels: You dun have to know how u are going to do it...As long as u take the first step and next one and next...That's all it matters..=D