My brother,my only true friend..my only soulmate..my best teacher..I seek revenge for you,one day if i meet it again.I hated for daring you,you could have been alive...sorry...

These days are just stupid,sat one hour looking at the numbers...nope,still can't find anything.Somemore,i got suspected by you saying i wrote it... U PEOPLE THINK I AM CRAZY,I AM NUTS!!WHY DON'T YOU COME TRY HOW IT IS LIKE TO BE ME !!.. a ALONER,a LETTER,a NIGHTMARE,a KILLER!!...I KNOW WHAT U THINK,U ALL THINK I LIE!!NOBODY CARES ABOU WHAT I FEEL,DISBELIEVED,REJECTED..You think i am your dog to get KICK AROUND,you DON'T KNOW ME!!..YOU ACT LKE U DID..You act like u understand me..I HAD ALWAYS HOLD A FALSE HOPE..FRIENDS ARE ANGEL??MORE LIKE DEVIL IN MY EYES..

None knows the world out there,i saw the heaven's secret..Now i have to go seducing people,grandpa...I will try..1 recent incident about 1 week ago,DO NOT PICK UP PEOPLE AT NIGHT...