Just fought with my mom a few days before,Again.Because i smashed the Buddha statue,just something similar to a vase...Why so worked up?Haiz,fight lorh...Then slap me on the face.zzz,that stupid smiling guy made me got slapped.Hmmm...My mother obviously doesn't love me,the statue was much more important.Let's not use the word love she does not even like me...Well,same goes for my father.Hahaha,husband and wife perfect match.I think they don't even care if i die.They always love my brother more,good results and smarter than me.Damn! Why can't i be like him.

Sometimes,i am really jealous of all of you.When i come to ur house,i could really feel the warmth and love.Rich or poor is all the same,the only place i could get the most identical feeling is in this school.I remember one of my friends saying,"don't you think home is the best place to be?"...you do think it is?Why?Why am i different from you all?My parents called me stupid as i couldn't think of the things that is common sense to you guys...How come it is so easy to you all?I tried my best to learn from you but...I still can't get it.

I still remember my cousin saying."it is hard to get born as a human,treasure it"...But,this is life?So unfair...I have to avoid home for us to get along.So i go walking alone at night,waiting for my parents to sleep.Looking at you all,i just feel so cold without love.At night,when the wind blows and when i lie on the grassy slope of the hill.Looking into the stars,i felt like i was homeless.That's the only thing i can do to make them happy.I have hate for my parents but i learned from you guys.No matter how much you hate them,they are still your parents.I still have to repay their kindness for giving birth to me.

So i guess the only way for me to repay them.Is by avoiding you,all i request for you to love me.I hate to say this but mom,dad...i love you...