these days... i have been wondering,why do not have some feelings i should have..

I really dun understand,why i did i care for this world.. It was really none of my bussiness,I dun feel a reason for me to care.Not only for the world,but i remember that i dun use to care for my friends too..When i was primary 6,i find people to whack for nothing.I did get caught,the teacher asked me,"Why did you hit him?"

I replied,"there isn't a reason for me not to hit him."
he asked,"but he didn't even do anything to you and they will get hurt."
I replied,"Why should i care??i isn't me that feels the pain."

Suddenly,he look at me like some kind of animal or something.bring me to the office and talk a lot of crap.Well,i really,really,really dun understand still.I dun feel like i am doing the wrong thing.No shame nothing,they said i should be like feeling something.But what??Now sometimes,my body will just move to protect someone.hoping that... I didn't even know what i was hoping for..Can anyone tell me if this is the right way feel?I dun really know what's right and what's wrong after i met u guys..jasper,arshad,ruby or just anyone else from this school.U people are all so different from my usual friends,so..so friendly.

Can anyone help me??how?why?or what?is the right thing??

I could not believe that the car look excaltly the same as the car which almost took my LIFE !!!!
The whole thing was the same as what i saw.. Looks soild,but supernatural.Believe it,it is real!! In the news i mean.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hcFMyHnyc0U there click it...

Me and the other of the letters decide to work alone for attention purpose... The Letters weren't supposed to exsist,the letters records weren't in the book of life and death..

We are left with 50 more years or I afraid earlier.. The world will be at crisis,be nobody is seem to be aware of it..The grand finale of the world's last monent lies on 1 volcano,if it was to react again.. It will be the last thing we will ever see,no one could comfirm if it is going to blow again.But,i know it will... The Letter event was the last thing we could count on,A~I unknown to us but they better get informed...