Today...Something different happened =.= Really unexpected.

Starting..ya...ya...about studies. At first like, what for? After that my perception changed. Study is a part of life... It is a need...People just miss their chance to get this certain job or even worst their dream. Just because of stupid piece of paper...

Yup i went to ask my first question...I got an answer 0.o value. What i always thought... He told me...

"Value will lead you to succeed"
Porky,"What if they contradict?"
"Value and succeed will never contradict."

YES! finally got it... I'll continue doing those stupid and selfless things, that was purpose. =.= Have gave me meaning =) Helping others...

Secondly! My second question..He answered it... Money is important but not very important. Then it branches out further...

Thirdly! My instinct.Trust or not trust? I realized u have to take in consideration everything that may matter 0.o OK! During the course...there was this question,i knew it was something serious... Something inside me told me to SHUT UP! i didn't...i said "boxing", then i felt like punching myself =.= It really went wrong... AHHHH~~~ Trust have just done what i felt. Just fucking shut up...haiz...now i feel like taking back my words what i said about those who laugh at me. I AM STUPID. So what? i am gonna do something about =)

Then that crying period of time... It was saddening...the atmosphere Wow. How he created it sia... I am yet to learn how to, told us sad sad thing. I was guilty! But i can't feel sad =( why? walao... And i couldn't understand myself,my thoughts...yes. No feel,just a little. (if i tried to make myself sad)

Wah very confused...But still so what? I still can do something about my life. Maybe i don't really need feelings 0_0 i know i will eventually.. I will learn. But told myself... You know your own sercet... you know your actual life. NO MORE CRAP! NO MORE WASTING TIME.. I should really think... it's time i take action to become a better person.. In the name of Captain Porky Goh =D I will be legendary!

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