Today...very emo.Just recently emo nia....Haiz,need to get stronger..Really,the secret my dad won't tell me at all...Not that i don't work hard for it...It's just that i no time..Really... =(


I feel inspired by my own story...How am i alive today?How much have i learnt?How much i start to really understand...Some things...it is better you don't understand...I know what it means...But i have to,run away from life? Think you can outrun the world?...The world used to be a bigger place...No...No..No...wrong.The world is the same...Just less in it.I survive blood contract...Nightmare(not just any)...getting atacked or gang...I didn't kill myself...Slowly,clearing up the mess one step at a time...But the world is really too fast...I think i must triple my speed. =.=


Ya...know.4 thursday..I gone for 1 week+ depends bah..Actually,go batam is crap de...Just an excuse from skipping school.But who knows they call my house,then my father know...AHHHHH!!!...He let me go anyway,since he know me inside out..A journey that won't come back,maybe won't... =.= ...everytime big journey is no good stuffs.I need go six times around the world leh T_T ...WAHHHH!!! O-level how? Can go ITE jiu can le larh...the dark side of my life,can't never be fixed...sob...If i don't take that dark side of mine.Someone has to...And that's me...my life...I got a LOVE story...Trust story...Supernatural story...Pork story...Friendship Story...Revenge Story...alot...many many many place to settle.Feel like just die and rest in peace and put everything aside... But not fair also,what about the people that still living leh?...Haiz...


So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they are busy doing things they think are important.This is because they are chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.FOR ME,meaning and purpose is call STAY ALIVE...


What kept me alive?Friends...not friends but trust between friends...Sometimes,i doubt what people are saying.."It sounds unbelievable!"i think,But i learn how to trust people from there onwards.U see..Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too-even when you’re in the dark .Even when you’re falling...


Come porky...Let PORK be with you.Who is pork?Myself...I am God of my own..I like this dumb phrase,but people are ignorant of the meaning,"Take what u can...Give nothing back..."

Labels: I will go further...You wil see...And you will know what I can do...